Deceptions

2009-11-07T19:44:00.000-08:00

gah, conscience.
it's the holidays and all i've done is make life more screwed ._.
planning to chiong holiday hw, but anyway, that's not impt.
i realised that im so anti-social, yet so enthu sometimes.
hah, what's wrong with me?
my life has no thrills, no spills, no extra oomph.
check it out, NOBODY bothers to come here these days.
so i finally managed to survive a year of sec sch life.
now there's another yr coming up, and i swear im going to to all i can..
to make sure i DON'T screw up again.
pssht. life sucks. admit it.
----------------------------------------------------------------------
okay that was emo enough.
so now on a lighter note.
the holidays dont actually suck as much as i say ._.
but today's alr the 8th leh. one week gone (!!)
mia from 24th to 31st Nov, going to taiwan
i swear,swear,swear that im not going to be anti-social when i go there.
please please please pretty please ._.
haiyaa, been rather mood swing-y of late..
as i said, anti-social in front of some, enthu in front of others.
holy furballs, im so confused @.@
haiyaa, dont worry so much la, me.
bai tuo D:
anyway, happy or sad, worried or mad, life still goes on, like a thread.
how true. so i btr stop worrying and buck up.
:D

2009-10-18T01:43:00.001-07:00

gahh. exams over, i'm bored.
tmr no school- deepavali.
im so gonna die of boredom in [input number here] days.
anyway eoys over and i dont really give a damn about sch anymore (!!)
anyway i just realised that sch's gonna be out in like.. uhhhh..
12 days
then there's camp, which is so gonna be.. well,
fun/exciting depending on who i'm grouped with.
but i dunno why i've been so anti-social of late..like, im totally bored out huh.
so meanwhile since i have nothing better to do.. then i go slack lor.
fmab is so addictive and so is reborn! :)
but best is inuyasha new season's out!
so since my fmab and inuyasha is alr keeping up..
i shall keep up my reborn! lorh..kinda outdated alr.
anyway, i have no idea what other stuff to do. but im kinda busted now.
like, my theory exam's in 12 days and i still haven't revised.
school is borin, life is borin, im so happy someone invented something
called the 'internet'.
if not i'ld have died already.
anyway, jiayous to me horh. i'll need it.
tmr gonna do cid. hope can chiong finish hurh.
wondering what clusters i shld choose next yr.
i have no idea. gonna let myself be influenced by peer pressure.

you.stupid.idiot.

2009-10-13T07:43:00.000-07:00

hello ladies and gentlemen, pigs and dogs!
after like what, one entire month of mia-ing,
im finally back!! -be honoured-
hahha so anyways eoys over la..
so im bored now..
then i got nothing much to do
except go out with ppl
go online.. and pick my nose with toothpicks (LOL random)
so anyway.. so bored luhh..
then tmr go beach cleaning lor..
i very lazy to go..
but should be quite fun bahhs..
dang..tmr probably getting back results leyy.. (so fast horh)
gosh.. i damn scared my history and langarts..
cos my geog and hcl should be quite ok..
then my maths and science i cant be bothered.
so anyway, been kinda happy these few days..
cos i have nothing much to do
except watch ris low over and over again..
and try to pick out some good points about her..
i mean, i think she very ke lian leh..
all the boomz and horse pee tee telly tee one (EPIC LOL)
because peetee=red indian tent OR mucus
anyway, my theory exams up soon
and i will get my new phones like one month from now..
which is something i have been waiting one year for.. -.-
dang. im damn bored now..
so anyway i'll just (somehow) invent a way to kill time..
for eg going online to find pixie lott pics!! HARHAR.
i'll change blogskin soon!
blogging here cos tumblr kinda sucks also..
now trying to find a new blogskin.. :

*P.S DISCLAIMER: i think both kimbum and justin bieber are fugly because i'm not gay. you people horh, instead of wasting ur time on such alien-looking people, should go research on pixie lott mahh (like me).. JKJK. but seriously, PIXIE LOTT ROCKS!<3

hahas.kinda random post only :] bye!

2009-09-21T03:59:00.001-07:00

Hell0000 people..
i finally decided to post hurhurh.
(my talk bout pao qi-ing this blog 'till post-eoy were phony :x)
so anyway, i've been listening to ALOT of songs recently.
and i kinda am infatuated with Jessie James (NOT TEAM ROCKET LUHH) and Pixie Lott!
i think they're so pretty! like Taylor Swift too! *still feeling sore over the kanye west thing*
"Yo, taylor, i'm really happy for you, im gonna let ya finish, but Beyoncé had one of the
best videos of all time, one of the BEST VIDEOS OF ALL TIME!" *shrugs shoulders*
wlao. damn kb can.
so anyway if u're curious for nice music and im lazy to update my wretched playlist:
1.All the right moves by OneRepublic
2.Heaven can wait by WEthekings
3.Gravity by Pixie Lott
4.I look so good without you by Jessie James
5.Midnight Romeo by Push Play
6.Fireflies by Owl City
7.Save You by Kelly Clarkson

actually still have TONS TONS TONS more songs that are nice larhh..
oh anyways, i'm like, slacking like SIAO now..
im very scared that my eoy will be like SIAO oso..
i just realised, its 10 days to eoy....
3 to french oral, 8 to written...
gosh, am i dead or what.
so now im officially gonna disappear from this place until the end of eoys..
and you'll never see me ever again..
mwahaha. have fun eoy-ing! :D

2009-09-07T06:44:00.000-07:00

lawls. went jp today.
saw lotsa rv ppl todae =="
got on 180..
den saw lim yan chen..
ok fine, i dunno him lar,
but, hez like, kinda famous?
okk..
den later went jp din tai fung to eat..
den guess who i saw inside?
like, ms ek, mr chua and mdm wan leyy!
principal, vice-p, and hod o' hcl o.0
then later walked round jp..
saw a grp of rvds ppl..
den oso saw yu jie (de sc guy)
den later went to bpp nlb..
den i saw pae hanee o.0
LOL right.
so many ppl derh..
but i all dunno them!
harhar. im anti-social, remember?
so went nlb rights,
then tried to find coraline..
but it was on loan!!
nnden anth copy MISSING. >:O
so i settled for
H.I.V.E by Mark Walden and
Snakehead by Anthony Horowitz (havent read yet)
and i managed to find
Shopaholic Abroad the chinese version!
lols! was lking for the english one
then found the chinese one instead o.0
aiyarh, yi yang derh lar.
sheesh, tomorrow have cca :O
gonna be another busy day..
todae was quite ok.. and kinda cool too ^^
anw, sadly, this shld be my long post
in quite a long while T_T
cuz i needa mug ferr EOY lor..
cuz my parents promise me,
buy me a gadget if i do well for EOY :D
actually that was their promise for PSLE =="
den i did well but nvr reward derh..
now must put 'em at gunpoint to promise LOL.
so well, cya guys in 1.5 mths time!
btw, im in love with leona lewis' HAPPY(:
a very very nice song^&^
tada~ till then!
/Raphael:D

2009-09-05T04:37:00.000-07:00

woohoo. officially addicted to fruits :D
harharz. thatz not random okayys.. fruits rock!
harhar.
so todae went to julia's house for CID again.
i totally luv our cid grp.
i tink its de best grp among current projects :D
cuz we just have so much fun tgthr and laugh until like dunno wad .
heehee.
so i went out at 10 todae, cuz we're meeting up at 10:30..
den i caught 970, as usual i was early.. reached at 10:15..
den waited for xinru, zijin and julia..
den later at about 10:25, xinru called me
tell me her slipper broke halfway so she had to go bpp to buy another one
den i was like, 'you must be kidding. u serious?'
anw it was true lar.. her slipper thingy totally came out lol.
den ended up waiting for julia..
came only at 10:40 =="
den we both took random pics
like, of scenery..
den i took fingershots as usual harhar.
sorta like de sony ericsson ad last time.. de finger as de human lols.
den xinru n zijin came only at 11:10.
which means we wasted like, 40 min harhar..
nvms larr..
den went back to de games room as usual.
didnt see "pissy woman" harhar.
then first half part of the day was mostly slacking (not the pokemon)
den julia was talking to us but we were kinda bored..
den she was blabbering something bout de cloth, den she said, RESPONSE!
den xinru and zijin were staring into thin air..
den i went, We had no rights, we had no say, and we long to be free one day.
LOL. LOL. LOL. we laughed lots at dat.
then later julia n xinru started on sewing
den i did de music part..
zijin plaeing wif xinru's fone harharz.
den later we had communal lunch again (LOL)
andden we wa wa wa, mai mai mai-ed for 1hr15min jus lmao-ing lol.
harhar, insider joke!
den we wasted time makin jokes starting wif YOU.
lol, another insider joke!
anw, we wasted alot of time laughing jui dui le lar..
damn funn can.
and we did moderate amt of stuff todae,
cuz like 78% of de time spent luffin' harhar
alot of insider jokes todae lol!
den later xinru n zijin had to leave..
den julia painted de paper balls (aka spit balls),
den i was supposedly doin our ppt..
but i was actually being random..
gossiping and suan-ing eccentric peeps.. :x
harhar! den julia n i laughed like dunno wad..
cuz we had a secret recipe (restaurant) bag ma.
den i told her, i dun wanna bring dat bag home..
den she said,
what? secret centipide? lol. cuz jus now on our way to de games rm
we saw a tiny centipide crawling on de floor.
lol right! she damn random luhhs. totally eldds material lol
so yeah, later we packed up
den we were debating bout hu bring home wad..
den i keep telling julia, you take!!
den she kept saying, har? wad yew teck? yew teck mei yew kong
(yew teck mei you kong)
LOL LAR.
i tink i laughed until my stomach hurt.
den there was one period of time when zijin was hiccuping.
her face was flushed red.
very damn funneh.
anw we left at 6 lor.
first to enter de place, and last to leave! LOLs.
prob. needa go back again nxt wk..
but most prob. will slack again harhar.
den walked to bus stop, julia walked to her apartment.
den i won de debate so she carried 3/4 of de bags, i carried one only harhar
felt kinda bad lar, cuz she was dragging the bags on the carpark road.
den i said, "u look like gandhi dragging bags of peace on the ground"
"so bony oso lol."
but she was too engrossed in her bags i tink she only heard de gandhi part.
lol! den i had to jaywalk again.
took 176 n alighted at bp.
den went home lor.

2009-09-03T07:11:00.000-07:00

yeahh. GPA's out!
improved by 1 mark only ~.~
tell u lar, CA3 was kinda easy..
yeah, so i got 3.9..
which i WAS kinda pleased with ..
until i realised..
my A2 spoiler was science (as usual)
and.. i got..
74..
74..
74!!
one more mark to 4.0 nehhs
you say lar, (you si la).. i angry onot!
wth lar! cnt gimme another mark wan mehh
so giam siap ~.~
haizzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzz.
damnit.
lots o' projecx comin up..
lots o' exams comin up...
arghs..
not sure whether i'll pull thru to 21 nov onot
goin to taiwan :D
but i veh scared kaoji exams clash on that few days D;
cuz i'll b back on 28 nov..
and kaoji is frm 24nov-4dec
shit.
and theory exam in october!
EOY oso in october!
french is end of sept. leyy..
needa keep up the good work!!
controle 3 got 90% which is like, hen hao..
so examen finalement oso must jyjy!
anyways, i noe everybody havin exams now larr..
so just wanna jia everybody's you!!
just remember to keep ur composure and dun panic
like my MYE panic like damn epic liddat..
then end up results like shit..
oh, and xueting damn pro la! 4.0 gpa..
its lyke our claz's first D;
i could have been part of it.. D;
that damned 1 MARK. D:<
anyways just remember to fang qing song okayys!

"if you be calm, you will become"

so be calm, and you will attain wad u xpect! ^^
cheerios! ^^
wish me luck oso of course,
and i must wimp down cuz im to wimpy.. tada~~

2009-08-27T06:00:00.000-07:00

Reasons to be happy today:
-full marks for history SEQ
-3rd in class for HCL
-Controle 3 wasn't as bad as i expected
-1B doesn't suck that much actually

Reasons to be pissed about today:
-Person A pissed me off right from the start of school. and she pissed me off so many times that i lost count at 8am.
-Person B pissed me off with her sucky attitude. intolerable.
-i stepped on shit.
-Person C got pissed at me for stepping on shit.
-all 3 persons labelled me common sense-less.

Reasons that tomorrow isn't going to be much better:
-Drama dry-run tomorrow. julia is displeased we chose character over theme. qianqian is overpowering. ira is not serious. i am not good enough. levonne seems to be the only perfect one. see the irony.
-CID tomorrow. we're probably going to do more lame shyt tomorrow. whatever.
-im going to have to see her again tomorrow. and him too. fakers are fkers. bear this in mind.
-im chiong-ing bio now and i have no idea what im writing about.
-i bet someone is going to piss me off very soon.

seriously fed up wif these sort of ppl.
i mean, therez seriously some ppl whom i totally CANNOT stand.
perhaps i shld really have gone to a boys sch
then i wouldnt meet these bitches.
but i might have met more complicated ppl.
best is not to go sch.
argh. so many projects round the corner.
and whiner goes again.
sheesh, amazed .
i get pissed to easily?
think of how u pissed me off.
sometimes ppl are just too serious
sometimes ppl are just too imperfect.
sometimes we cannot change
then we have to move on.
oh, and about me not having common sense,
shut up.
its not like you won the nobel peace prize or smth.
you probably never will.
im trying not to sound too pissed bcuz i really am not extremely pissed.
but i am displeased.
as usual, of course.
displeased wif my imperfections.
displeased wif other's imperfections.
when will all these end?

2009-08-18T07:25:00.000-07:00

sheesh,
i came back real late today..
cos the roads were so freakingly jammed.
seems lk whole sg xperienced jam lol.
so totally screwed up.
so today was cca day again.
which is oso zibei day.
sometimes,
i wish i was in a sports cca..
cos sports cca ppl popularity high..
performin arts ppl lk me no one wants to hang out wif wanns. T_T
haizz, isn't that life?
it's just hard to get the best of both worlds.
i found a 7-letter word which can describe my life right now:
S-C-R-E-W-E-D
oh, oh! i found another one:
U-N-H-A-P-P-Y
so damn f-ed up.
im so clumsy
im so careless
im so cluttered.
arghs/.
how!!
i dunno how much longer i can survive..
*SONG APPEARS IN MIND*
I WILL SURVIVE, I WILL SURVIVE, YEAH!
AS LONG AS I KNOW HOW TO LIVE I KNOW I'LL BE ALIVE.
LOOOOOL.
so damn rdm la..
-posted courteousy of an |anti-social freak|

2009-08-17T06:10:00.000-07:00

woots! 40 posts already!!
whee~ so little right? lol.
went to run just now.
great to run and let go.
phew^ i feel btr after de run lol.
anyway, 2day,
was our first HCL lesson without youlaoshi
i totally miss her laa!
cos xielaoshi and lilaoshi are like,
well. i dunno how to describe.
but i prefer youlaoshi more!
sorry lo! i used to her already!
and her cold jokes and clumsiness.
just goes to show we shouldnt
take good teachers for granted.
haishhhhzzzzxxxcccc.
today had dnt make-up lesson.
i totally screwed dnt up luhhs.
everything oso do wrongly de.
den its like.
gosh, im gonna fail.
BUT.
i dont bother.
im used to screwing things up all the time.
lol.
i just realised today is unseen table day.
that means,
my table is piled wif junk and rubbish.
n i cant see the tableface.
lol.
i needa clear the stuff.. =="
so much hw today.
so little time.
haisssshhhhhhzzzxxxccccc.
everythin' arnd me is gettin' screwer by de min
sheesh,
sheesh,
LOL.
i dunno what else to say,.
this world is screwed.
and so am i.
I.HATE.HOMEWORK.
on a monday somemore.
its like weekends few hw.
then monday so much hw.
all thanks to that xielaoshi, huh
left wif one hour to complete maths assignment
and langarts worksheet.
only have one word to say.
SCREWED.

2009-08-14T06:29:00.000-07:00

Agenda
1. Peranakan Museum Trip
2. CID stuff
3. CO stuff
4. Careless stuff
5. Misc.

okay okay. so on thursday we went to the peranakan museum laa. then it was very deserted at first
but after awhile there were more and more ppl
then it got really really very crowded.
it was rather fun and enriching but the place was a little too small.
i snapped many pics but too lazy to post them
its not like my com not laggy enough lol! (super-laggy nowadays, MIO SUCKS)

kkk now bout CID
so we made some progress in our costume..
but its just painting paper balls =="
but at least we decided on our model
i hate CID.
CID hates me.
this is a beautiful world.
LOL! a random thingy i came up with :D

and now about CO..
haizz haizz haizz why sammy suddenly become so emo-ish??
but im seriously very VERY displeased with some comments by ppl.
its like we discussing about what grade to kao right?
fine/. like i know im definitely not as pro as ***** or anybody else rights?
then ** go say: aiyarh, ***** go kao grade 4 then me (I) go kao grade 2.
i was super pissed, but of course as my usual self i didnt express it luhhs..
so i just kept quiet.
keeping quiet sucks.
but speech&drama sucks too.
where got s&d count class participation wan?
then person like me confirm fail liaos.
i suck.
i wanna be more sociable.
i wanna open up.
i dun wanna be a sissy.
i wanna make more friends.
*sighs* its so hard to change urself just to fit this cold and unfeeling world.
competition is strife.
if u dun adapt u will never succeed in life.
sheesh, i hate school. its seriously borin'..
now the more interesting lesson to me is like..
ComStudies LOL. seriously laa!

so now onto more irritating stuff..
i lost my file!
i left it in 2E! WTF!
damn stupid la me.
sheesh. i like to say sheesh nowadays XD
now monday must chiong go take again.
damnit.
damnit.
careless careless me..
careless careless me who got 20/25 for maths and 25/30 for langarts.
tralala~ im quite happy with that.
sheesh, i getting more and more DEAF, CARELESS and FORGETFUL nowadays.. =="
OMG BUCK UP LA RAPHAEL CHEONG WHAT IS THE PROBLEM WITH YOU!
lols kope from mavis de XD
doubt she'll ever read my blog though. lol.

kk so this week was youlaoshi's last week
i seriously dunwan MLH leii.
youlaoshi is like, very slack, but at least she quite humorous.
MLH very yan wanns. but kc say she very nice.
ah whatever..
dun care liaos.
teacher not impt de la for languages..

so shit, following week have final controle for french.
i think i will definitely deprove de..
cos is from chapter 0-7 (ex. 6)
so i must seriously jyjy..
i need A1 for french luhhs!

so thatz all for this week lols..
nothing much liaos.
blog again next week!
till then!! XD

2009-08-05T02:18:00.000-07:00

grr, my computer has something against facebook.
loading very slow !!
whatever.
i shouldn't even be fb-ing anyway.
ah well,
so this week was quite an OH-KAY week.
got back quite a few tests.
so far no excellent ones,
but no horrendous ones too.
must learn to be contented.
and anyway, got Silver (shiny) for napfa.
so yayye.
kinda bored nowadays.
and, oh, oh!
Up is opening in sg tomorrow!
woots.
most probably will be going to watch.
what a fantastic movie.
and gosh.
i'm really veh scared bout CID lehhs.
very hard to complete.
and we haven't even found a model yet.
i dunno wth is the problem with being a model.
too bad they designed a female costume
not i'll model de.
TOO BAD. karmen ling says no cross-dressing.
BLEAHH.
haizzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzz.
super bored nowadays.
no new single that is very nice.
nothing to listen to.
maybe i should go back to watching anime lol.
but then again, maybe i shouldn't
better focus on other things first.
right/.
i have a freaking issue against my file.
it drops ALL the time.
so irritating.
i'm just so clumsy.
*haizz
*haizz
*haizz.
" and i'm a little teapot, short and stout."
teehee~ so random leiii.
now, goodbye!
and i <3 my blog song!
jordin sparks rocks :D

2009-07-31T06:27:00.000-07:00

Flaws of Raphael Cheong
-Bashful
-Timid
-Quiet
-Anti-social
-Critical
-Good-at-nothing
-Emo
-Distracted easily
-Worrywart
-Sissy
-Mood-swingy
-Short tempered
-Not sporty enough
-Can't grip pen properly
-Can't grip chopsticks properly
-Can't grip Gaohu properly
-Can't grip racket properly
-Can't grip academics
-Can't grip humanity

-----------------------------------
I'm increasingly irritated by people who are critical about me.
I'm aware of my shortcomings.
I'm aware of my flaws.
But that doesn't give you authority to judge me.
Are you not imperfect too?
Did i choose to be sissy?
DID I?
Perhaps not.
I will not change myself just to make myself, and others, feel better.
That's not me.
Raphael knows he is not up to standard
Raphael is trying to change.
*sigh*.
trouble is very attractive.
it is never single.
it always comes in pairs;
trouble after trouble comes trouble again.
there is no one day that i am not pissed/troubled/irritated/lose-sleeped.
haizz
what should i do luhh..
GOSH.
GAH.
GAWD.
GRRR.
somebody, HELP!!!

2009-07-26T00:35:00.000-07:00

yo homosapiens.
alot of things bugging me recently.
but since ppl complain that my posts are too long =="
i shall not shout out my displeasures.
ah well..
the coma thingy was random shyt luhh
lols.
i gather that i'm getting emo nowadays?
lols.
trying to cheer up abit more yeahs?
really have nothing happy to blog about
just lots and lots more grunts.
hahaz./
tests coming up round the corner!
especially 2 important ones tomorrow.
Maths.
LangArts.
aiming for A1 if possible.
gonna end this post here!
jiayous for tests, everybody!
and don't ask so many questions.
cos' people who ask too many questions are irritating.
hahaz you know who i'm talking about!
see? i cheer up liaos!
muahaha!
i don't care who around me makes me unhappy!
i'm undaunted by them lols!
i just live my life and live and let die!
teeheeheeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee~!
no more emo-ing anymore.
life's too short for that.
muahahas/
lemme share with you a quote that i find meaningful:
"for everyday is but a dream, to which we wake up to.
and everyday is just a chance to see the world,
before we're taken away.
so everyday is a day we have to cherish,
and not lament about."
meaningful right?
truth is: i thought of it!
ain't i smart, huh?
[^]o[^]

2009-07-17T02:16:00.000-07:00

oh-kay.
super-pissed.
i am lagging behind in class
i slack everyday in front of the computer
and i cant do rolls.
WTF/.
and i failed the damn napfa.
i am a complete failure.
i suck.
at everything.
what am i good in?
sucking at every single thing i do.
i dunno how
just how things can turn out right
they probably will never.
LangArts is okay.
HCL is okay.
Geography is below average.
History is boring.
Science is fine.
Maths is okay.
French is above average.

but at least,
i understand during Computer Lesson
i understand during D&T
two subjs which i totally flunked last time.
consolation, huh?
and barely few weeks into the new term,
tests and exams and whatever shit are already round the corner.
and here i am
slacking like a sloth while others are mugging like scholars.
i am an absurd failure
i hate every single moron beside me
but at least i have people who i can call 'friends'
is life really such a double-edged sword?
is it such a carousel, rollercoaster, mountains and valleys?
must it be analogies?
why can't life just be, LIFE?
what is WRONG with me?
everything.
has going to secondary school turned me into a pessimist?
pfft.
pfft.
or is it a change in my mentality?
i never faced such adversities in primary school
6 years flashed by like a breeze.
now 6 months in sec sch feels like... eternity.

oh dear D:
i really need to find out what's wrong with me D:
am i really that emo-freak?
emo-ing cos' i suck at PE and everybody laughs at me.
is there ANYONE out there who really appreciates me?
or am i probably just too quiet?
whenever i talk,
people usually have this response:
HUH?
freaking grunts.
i am an anti-social faggort.
and an unappreciated one at that.
if i cannot cope at 13, how can i cope at 30?
i probably will just experience mental distress/breakdown
and just fly into a frenzy
and then.. oblivion.
displeased.
pissed.
unhappy.
i dunno how many adjectives i can list to describe my feelings now.
and i seriously hate PE.
i mean, i have never really liked PE all my life..
although playing games like badminton tennis blablabla r ok..
and i seriously, seriously hate it when people call me a sissy or a gay
i mean, i don't give thucks to whether you're joking or not.
but it's seriously insulting.
see? i'm really pissed.
maybe i'll follow the british in india.
blow those people up into pieces using brandon's mighty tank
(which name i totally forgot T_T)
haha lol.
maybe i'm not that pessimistic after all.
i don't wanna end up like "erm-herm and erm-herm"
who totally changed after one month in their CCA.
i wanna make the best of my life.
yes, i do.
so yay.
i just wanna escape from secondary school
and go into uni.
i wanna go to B.
and i'm not telling you what B is.
arh, too long a post.
better stop here.
farewell, you minced meats.

*astrum : (latin) a celestial body, such as a star, or a planet.

tis for those curious maggots who wanna know what astrum is.

Random poem i came up with in 2 mins (lol):
" i see the moonlight fleeting through
the curtain sheets of boisterous blue
i sit hear in my bed and think
of what might come when i wake up
i think of beauty fairies, trees
and all things bright and beautiful.
but with them comes the darker side
of cruelty, struggle and the fight.
with everyday comes a different face
of what our lives turn out to be
with everyday comes a test of faith
to see if we give in
without hope we must see the light
live our lives and live with pride."

lol kinda sounds like a pledge, doesn't it?
oh well bye for now.
gotta put my words and plan into action
AU REVOIR!

2009-07-10T23:12:00.000-07:00

*phew, my blog's really dead..
long time no post..
and YES, yesterday i went to BP..
fine, i know i broke my contract of staying away T_T
but i had to return my book
for the chinese presentation
which is totally thorned..
(thorned is a new word i created which means blundered)
yes, i got 7.
WTFbananas/.
i just don't get why i deserve a 7.
i was the lowest yesterday..
i think i at least deserve an 8 or 9.
why?
because in what way am i inferior to:
-fast-talking crocodiles
-hand-shaking rabbits
-slide-reading chickens
-content-lacking pangolins
-stuttering jackasses
who got 8 or 9??
oral presentations are funn.
but they are not when the person
seating at the back of the class
writing your points on a piece of damn f-ed up paper
is a (word that i shan't say)
either prejudiced
or maybe jaundiced
or pure deaf or blind.
and people who got 8 or 9 wanna complain
because they want to get higher marks?
WTFbananas/.
since when did my class become like that.
its just an oral presentation!
get over it and get on with life!
or just complain on ur blog like me
what a bunch of retarnic morons my class has become
its so sad that the leaders are no better.
i wish i could just grow up soon
and make a mad escapade away from this f-ed up people.
----------------------------------------------------------
fine that was totally yesterday.
today was a much better day.
had theory lesson in the morning
learnt intervals..
like C,D,E,F,G,A,Bb
then i thought of an acronym to remember
Cows Dance Everyday For Girls And Boys
then as for the flat i thought of a sick connotation.
ah well,
and i got back my practical results today.
must admit i'm quite impressed
i got 87 (woots)
and my first EVER distinction.
---------------------------------------
but still i must really work hard
my academics are starting to drop
especially 3rd lang
and LA i wan A1 so i must jy
HCL slack but u never know
Maths so far the best but still jy
Science i am so gonna fail so must JYJYJYJY
Geog i dunno yet but everybody is pro so i must JYJY
History is the worst so JYJYJYJYJYJYJYJYJYJY
--------------------------------------
"There are endless jiayous to life,
but there is only one finial motto-
to live life to the fullest before you die."
(fine that's a random quote i thought of)
AU REVOIR!

2009-07-04T00:41:00.000-07:00

lol.
more than one week since i last posted.
lol.
can't believe it.
i actually survived one week of school.
wow.
okayys.
now i'm QUITE happy ok
cos i got into Aesthetics for CID
so yay.
fashion design is quite cool,
even though it isn't music production.
i'll choose science next term
and hope i get forensics!!
so my science must get A1 or something.
okayys.
and i got back my french paper this week..
i was totally uber-uber shocked.
i got 91.75 lol
totally never expected.
i thought i'll get like 80+
90+ is my first this year(:
and french is my only subject to have gotten consistent A1
so yay, ji xu jiayous.
and now, charts.
one of the totally best chart weeks luhh.
boom boom pow FINALLY not number 1 (woohoo)
i gotta feeling is number 1 now (still BEP)
so yay.
but knock you down peak still 3
WTF/.
and we changed seating arrangements this week too.
beatrice and julia are crazy i tell you.
jacq is ok
lucky i sit with her
or not i will get distracted and get GPA of 0.0 (doesn't this look like a face?)
well, whatever.
and my post 'bout BP very funny mehhs?
lol.
and jinglan you never give me your new link -.-"
happy long weekends!!
and happy youth day
yay.

2009-06-23T03:11:00.000-07:00

ohmyGAWD.
ohmyGAWD!!
SHIT!!
stupidstupidstupid.

ok, right.
just now went 2 bp 2 return damn overdue bks.
ok whatever.
then i went into the lift,
saw 3 girls inside.
lyke, abit ah-lian type laa.
then i was like, STARING at them.
then they were STARING at me.
damn awkward can.
i stared at them for lyke 5 seconds b4 i go into the lift.
then they were lyke giggling 2 each other.
damn pekcek can. -.-"
then return liao,
i go buy bread 4 2moro breakfast.
$7.20 eh!!
lawls, four leaves thing so ex sehh -.-
then de mama-idiotic cashier so qian-bian noe.
go gimme two $1 coin.
which caused all the trouble anyway.
ok, right.
then i take the escalator up to go home lorr.
STUPIDITY SHIT.
i drop all my coins onto the escalator.
some rolled down laa so i dun care.
the cashier gave me two $1, one $0.50 one $0.20 n one $0.10 coin laa
then i recovered de all de coins except 2oc n 10c.
luckily got one auntie tell me i drop my 20c below.
i go take laa.
den left 10c right?
i was lyke, "suan le la, give 2 charity".
so i just walked off de escalator laa.
STUPIDITY SHIT AGAIN.
i heard one loud "BONG" sound.
den i turn around.
ohmyGAWD.
de escalator stop liao!!
i was like, "SHIT, chuang huo liao."
i just walked faster out of bp !!
lawls, i nvr go back ):
all because de 10c coin jammed up the dumb escalator!!
STUPID!!!!
haizz, i feel kinda 惭愧 lehh. T_T
i swear nawt 2 go bp unless neccessary liao.
stupidstupidstupid!!
oh yea, n i heard police car oso.
when i was crossing traffic light.
maybe they come catch me??
AHHHHHH!!
n talking bout traffic lights,
alot of ppl jay-walked lawls.
then me, who is a law-abiding citizen,
never jay.
then those dumbos keep on staring at me.
WADthe.
u wan jay go jay la dun influence other ppl -.-"
argh, what an uber-cursed day.
DAMNIT.

2009-06-20T23:58:00.000-07:00

HI(:
went to the Hokkaido Fair today
so cool!! lots of nice stuff(:
but damn expensive lol tell u.
but dried scallops from Japan r so damn nicee!!
i kept sampling n sampling n sampling
until very full xD

about something else.
ARGH/.
ok.
seriously.
i dun feel like 考级-ing for Erhu lol.
i never ever kaoji-ed in my life eh.
ok lol. i wanted to put kaoji at first
but mayb some ppl will thought is 烤鸡 (lol)
ok, so back to the point.
i dun think im going for kaoji
cos its so damn troublesome
n its not like im going to find it useful anyways
i declare to you
i will NEVER EVER want a career in Erhu okayys?
i just learn it because i find CO music very cool(:
if i could choose, i would want to play another instrument(:
oh and, did you know?
i once kaoji-ed for yangqin to grade 2
LOL right? 'yi xiang bu dao'.
but i cant remember a single thing about wadtheshit yangqin le xD
n about y i wanna play another instrument
its cos i think that competition in XianYue is too tough.
maybe percussion is quite cool?
LOL.
no larh..
i think if i work hard,
管他们怎样我都会赢得了他们的，
只得加油啦！
hehe.
and yesh! i finallly learnt transposition(:
its so damn cool.
but 'cher havennt taught me finish yet):
ARGH/.
i really wanna become pdlm!!!
jiiayous jiiayous!!
k now bout de oh-so-damn-dumb CID.
i didnt know which learning clusters to choose.
so i chose:-
1) Aesthetics
2) LangArts
3) Science.

damnit.
their aesthetics had better be music OR ELSE.
i at first taught that can choose music de.
stupid lar..
i wann take music as elective!!
im going to and nehnehnipoopoo
no one can stop me MUAHAHAHA.
(\ (\
(-.- )
(bunny!! ripped from qianqian's blog xD)

2009-06-15T05:18:00.000-07:00

and i say HELLO.
gonna b posting about 3 things .

1. My Dream.
super-LOL.
my dream last night was super funny.
okayys.
it's like this,
i dreamt that all RVCO ppl,
were playing captain's ball.
then i was in the same group as kangchyi.
then the ball came to her luhh.
then she grabbed the ball wif her legs
like put between her legs.
then everyone was like,
WHAT ARE YOU DOING??!!
ok la this dream is totally weird.
she said,
captain ball not pass using legs wan meh?
duper-dumb rite?
i dunno how i can dream of such junk.

2. Respectors "class" outing
ahhhh... 2day was de class outing.
i thought it was kinda LAME.
i mean,
NightAtTheMuseum2 was duper-cool,
but block catching was not.
aunties complained...
they were screaming like hell.
ok nawt screaming la.. shouting.
but anyways it was funn 2 see u guys(:
although the "class" outing was a 10-ppl outing.
same as last time.
lame-shyt.
y cant we b more bonded):

3.Music:D
yuck. boom boom pow.
i really dun like it.
yet its 9th wk top of Billboard.
stupid.
wad r ppl nowadays listening to?
but im quite happy at de fact dat
knock you down managed to jump 7-3.
YAY. fantastic song over there.
i hope either knock you down,
i know you want me,
lovegame or second chance
overtakes boom boom pow.
i hope boom boom pow falls out of de charts.
MUAHAHAHAHA.
i'm just that evil.

NEHHS.
2moro hav CCA.
n i havent mastered de zhuan diao part.
T_T sobbz.. i really suck.
everyone in CCA is so damn pro.
i dunno y i could even DSA into RV.
i hav two ways now.
(1) give up
(2) buck up
of course i'll choose 2 buck up.
ok.
even though i'm the benchmark of lan-ness.
n not only in cca.
in character n academic oso(:
jiayous,ok?(:

MUAHAHAHAHA

2009-06-14T00:15:00.000-07:00

MUAHAHAHAHA.
my first titled blog post EVER.
woooooo...
it's been a loooooonnnnnggg week! xD
k even tho it was still 7 days... =.="
it felt like half-a-month.
cos':-
Monday,Tuesday,Wednesday : CO camp.
Thursday: outing wif lilin,sinee,peiyi,jiaxin
Friday-Saturday: Holiday overseas.
Sunday: NOTHING (YAY!!)

in-ur-face.
i shan't post about anything that happened last week.
cos its too much
if i kip ramblingg ill nvr stopp.
so there.
now,
outlook for next week.
Monday: Movie outing wif (some) Respectors
Tuesday: CCA
Wednesday: One-Day SHOPPINGG trip to malaysia.
Thursday: To the optician's (hope i get new spex)
Friday: CCA

i realised that june holidays can actually b quite funn!!
n my hw is still going ok
(tho i havent done any hw in de past week) (SHHHHH...)
but anyways.
next week is another packed week.
n hopefully,
next week.
i'll watch
3 movies !!
blasterrr!!
2moro i dunno la.
mayb ghost of girlfriends
wednesday in malaysia.
nite @ de museum 2
n monsters vs aliens.
WOOTS.
so sad.
too bad. larh
Transformers opens last week of june.
shit them.
i wann watch drag me to hell oso!!
n the proposal!!
ugh.
im really movie-crazee now.
muahahaha n books oso.
current hobby weightage.
Music: 34%
Movies: 33%
Boox: 33%

so muahahaha..
n anyways..
so many ppl hav visited my blog recently!!
so sorry dat i havent posted much HAPPENINGS recently,
but will try soon :D

here's taggs replies anyways.

Yanlin: tag tag=D
THXTHX!!

YR: David Cook
Rox duzn he?

` PEii *: lol . didn't know that raphael so rdm one X; .. taqqed anyways 'D
Well now u noe lorr

sebastian: taggies!
HIHI!! long time no see!! :D

kc: LOL YO XUANXUAN XD
YO senior!! happy first-time-tagging. xD Sammy loves u!

JunMing-♥->: Hellos ;] tag me back hor. and im going etp for outing anws, HAHx.
HMPH. betrayer. LOL no larhhs.. hav fun at ETP okayys!! :)

jinglan: relink! i updated about co camp hahaha
jinglan: YOOOOOOOOOOOO!
HIHI!! so sry! ur CO camp post was so long i was impatient. scan thru 2 find my name dats all xP

darren And lee: whoa!!!!!!!!!! long time nv use comp le!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
HAHAZ. jus tou-tou lorrhs. xD... heehee.

[♥]Šιη;Ee: Hiie :] Taqq <33 ^-^
NI HAO!! thx 4 taqqinq!! dat day was funn anyways (especially de hit de cockroach wann)

2009-06-08T06:15:00.000-07:00

ouchies.
my back hurtts!!
ouchies.
i tink i either:
(1) twisted my spine (ahh!)
(2) hurt my back
(3) tore a tendon or ligament

super-AHH!!
very painn lorr!!
ouch,
ouch,
ouch,
hurtts again.

anyways,
CO camp is really funfunfun!!
got to noe ALOT of ppl better
hope 2moro will b funn-er!!
anwyays,
2moro nite hav steamboat!
so 2day us united xianyue ppl
went 2 vivo to buy stuff 4 de steamboat n bbq
had so much funn!!
anyways,
d24 durian ice-cream is so NICEEEE!
2moro will b staying overnight in sch.
hope it'll b funn!
at first i dunwan de
cos scared cannot sleep (like orientation camp)
but now i wann!!
super-BLEAHH
wont tell u de reason y ^^
OUCH.
back starting 2 hurt again
AHHH!!!
wad if i bcome paralysed!!!
oh-no!!
tell my father n mother i always loved them!!
tell my neighbour that i actually stole her pot of plant!!
LOL. pure randomness againz..
BB anyways!! will post on wednesday (:

2009-06-06T23:19:00.000-07:00

hihihi >.<
not many ppl hav been reading my blog recently..
last time i had like, average 2 or 3 tags everyday..
now dat amt counts for one whole week..
sad sad sad ):
2moro's annual RVCO camp..
n i tink performing arts oso..
obviously my first luhh..
i dunno..
i dun really like camps..
i rather slack @ home n use com..
bleahh.. feeling bored now..
dun disturb u ppl le..
dis jus s short random post..
will post about de camp later !! xJ

2009-06-03T20:54:00.000-07:00

muaHEYs!!
yesterday's cha guan outing was so SLACKK.
n i hate de guy hu talked.
so qian bian.
say dunwan treat us like primary sch children.
still talk to us like as if we're "pan ni de hai zi"..
bleahhs..
dun feel like uploading pix ^~^
haizz.. now jus slacking at home,
holiday hw is going smoothly
now only first week.
finish about half le.
quite proud of de achievement. :D
ok la..
this post is pure random-ness..
i totally hav nothing to blog about..
jus wan share one funny thingy i found online.
it's a meaningful quote.
here goes:
.....
.....
.....
.....
.....
.....
.....
" A close friend is like a good bra.
supportive.
hard to find.
and
close to your heart. "

LOL rite?? xDxD

tags replied ^~^ :

` PEi * anime quitted long time ago .. but thanks forr like remembering us ;D
` PEi * & i very good to tease mehh ?
` PEi * & song
` PEi * lol .. nice skin ;D ..
MUAHAHA remember how i always say u like rayson? lols.
n y wld i forget all of u anyways
of course will remb u all de lahhs!! ^~^

♥נiα xiи OMG nice skin sia
tkvm. wad happened 2 ur blog anyways?

{R}rachel this song rocks! GO DAVID COOK!
{R}rachel LOL! miss them all too! miss pra youk's laughter...haha... why is he called bai xue wang zi? eh, bai xue wang zi must be tall de leh..
LOL? i tink he grown taller oso. n anyway is pra YUOK. shld b bai xue ha ma. (LOLs)
LOL. n david cook rox yesshhh!!

qianx2 wat the bunnana does "probably the most stabbing-ur-ass-and-still-not-smiling person on Earth" mean?
wad de bunnana does bunnana mean?

JuLiA ;D LOL qian2 im sure its nthn bad, or is it, mr raphaelcheong??? *nudge*
of cors it's nth bad... i dun even noe wad it means... +.+

2009-05-31T22:50:00.000-07:00

felt inspired by a post i read on "*****" 's blog (secret").. xJ
so i shall follow "*****' 's post as well!! (secret") xJ

CLOSE friends statuses (Sec.)
~Brandon is twin #1 :: a cuteling a.k.a WAR-freak who blabbers non stop about war but his actions are so funny n cute. loves Anthony Horowitz n hates Harry Potter like mee. can be anti-social sometimes

~Julia is twin #2 ::a sarcastically mad girl with paintbrush hair and is high like Thermosphere in front of friends, but low like Abyssopelagic in front of teachers.. shez like a crazier n less-red version of Lilin (:

~Jacq is twin #3 :: loves music, books, and movies like mee, but her ecstatically irritating obsession over BOF can be dangerous.. and her brain is WEIRRRDD.. she can afford to snore in class and still score MAJESTICALLY high.. *sigh* , geniuses...

~QianQian is not a twin but probably the most stabbing-ur-ass-and-still-not-smiling person on Earth.. but her obsessive behaviour of Gaia includes me having to crouch everytime she blabbers to Yijia, causing my neck to hurt more often than not.

~Sasha half-twin, and de nicest person i've ever met on earth. if she ever had a temper, or get angry at a person, then, well, i dunno wad to compare it to (haha).. not exactly a close friends, but one of de best persons in my class.

CLOSE friends statuses
~Pra Yuok , mister snow white as he calls himself.. hu's apparently become 'more tan' in sec. sch, hobbies include 'suan-ing' raphael n 'bian-ing' raphael, n obsessively linking raphael to girls whom he is SO not fond of. [last seen: 20/11/08]

~Lilin, miss red-face who is probably de best gossiper n listening ear ever on earth. tons of common topix n gossips to tok about, n tons of secrets to keep wif. can be untolerably rude at occasions but ends up laughing in the end. funnee. [last seen: March 2009]

~Peiyi, miss shy who is de best person to tease on earth. anime freak, friendly person wif friendly face, but can easily get aggresive when needed. [last seen: March 2009]

~Jiaxin, miss/mr tomboy (LOL) wif big actions n loud voice. sporty person. loves to link Peiyi to me . bad secret-keeper. [last seen: March 2009]

~SinEe, miss kind?.. LOLs.. probably de most split personality person on earth. kind to everyone else n malicious towards pra yuok.. seeing them quarrel is one of de most amusing things on earth. [last seen: March 2009]

well? wad is de point of my most time-consuming post ever?
to remember my closest friends of course.
i'll miss de Barbarians,
but i'll miss de Respectors even more!!
i ♥ 'em, all of 'em !!
i wanna see them soon (especially bai xue 'wang zi' Pra Yuok)
^^ i feel happier after this post,
knowing that i have friends,
knowing that i am not alone. ^^

2009-05-29T05:41:00.001-07:00

hihi 2 all!!
holidays r finally here!!
but dey dun feel like holidays at all!!
im loaded wif hw!!
i needa go back 4 cca on 6 days..
theres CO camp on 8-10th June...
SHYT THOSE PEOPLE UP THERE U SUCK.
i figure out im getting increasingly easily displeased by trivialities...
i dunno y im pissed wif life...
haizz.. 2moro got Open House... i hate solitude...
i dun really noe many of de Yr 1 CO ppl...
im so lonely...
not high like i am in class...
screaming n shouting n laughing n giggling n being dumb..
i kinda like my class actually...
sometimes i hate 'em but other times i jus adore 'em...
i dunno y...im starting to hate CO... =(
sometimes i tink SOME of my seniors r so 'qian-bian'...
hmph... told u i'm displeased.. >.<

n here's my darn Term Assestment Report Results..
Lang Arts- A2 (73)
Higher Chinese- A1(77)
Geography- A1 (77)
History- B3 (69)
Maths- A1 (75)
Science- A1 (78)

GPA= 3.8/4

as u can see, my marks r all borderline de... haizz...
n dey didnt count 3rd lang.. *sobx*
really needa jiayous...
n btw...
I HATE HOLIDAYS.
i jus wanna slack @ home...
but well... they're so HIONG...
*sighs*... i really, really... "~"

2009-05-26T21:49:00.001-07:00

hihi everybody!!
2day was de annual Cross Country at West Coast Park..
and i did quite well!!
though i was not in competitive,
but i tink i was de first few for Non-Competitive!!
YAY!! h00rays!!

now abt something else.
gotta go back 2 sch during hols 4 CO..
9 days ehh!! so hiong dunno 4 wat!!
im still quite angry @ de fact dat i hav to go back 2 sch
EVERY TUES WED N THURS. ); heckk la.

n now somethin else again..
dunno whether i shld go to BP plaza l8r..
apparently my father is 'bu shuang' dat i wanna go ALONE..
like, he scared something happen 2 me?
haizz, tried to explain 2 him but ended up quarreling as usual..
like, he's too overprotective of me..
n like, wat could happen to me?
but i still too lazy nia..
decide to go another day...
hmph... im fed up wif life..
i dunno y...
sometimes i hate life...
sometimes i hate sch oso..
i wanna get a career soon!!
LOLx.. hahaz.. jiayous everybody!

2009-05-23T01:30:00.001-07:00

music exam round the corner!
jiayous!
prac prac prac
U CAN DO IT!! (:

2009-05-20T01:33:00.000-07:00

heyho.
here to fuss 'bout my TOTALLY DISASTROUS results.
they r really like shyt
actually i expected it
cos' i noe i blundered my whole MYE
im really nawt workin' hard enough
i needa mug n jiayous
seriously. >.< been slacking too much n i didnt even revise 4 any subjs except maths, which i got a poor A1 (v. low). here's de Earth-shaking results . (LOL) viewer discretion is advised. viewers with heart condition are strongly advised against reading any further.

LangArts- B4 (very very way below par, my most saddened subj)
HCL- A2 (measly mark to A1, feeling sore)
Science- B3 (my only contented subj, had expected lower)
Maths- A1 (lan like shyt, got low A1)
History- B4 : (totally expected)
Geography- B3 (below par, had aimed A2)

in conclusion, all my subjs need more hard work.
jiayous!!
U CAN DO IT!! :P

2009-05-18T01:30:00.000-07:00

haizz, finally decided to post.
kinda downcast recently?
most probably bcos my life's starting to SUCK.
my test results suck like HELL.
n i hav so much hw
n so little time.
i dunn0 how i ruined my life
i dunn0 how it became this way..
i hate it.
should i end my life?? i ask.
NEVER. DUMBO. :P
aiya this is jus rdm.
i hav 3rd lang test this THURSDAY.
n music practical exam next MONDAY.
n i am loaded wif HW.
HTML, PE, D&T, Art, Chem, Geog, 3rd lang, Theory.
seriously.
i am dead.
n talking about my tests makes me hoppin mad.
like, they weren't even difficult.
in fact they were EASY
but my marks were.. UGH. disgusting.
which is y i shld mug.
which is y i shldnt b posting.
no actually blogging is a form of practicing LangArts.
n talking about langarts makes me even madder.
i tink i'll get B for LangArts.
B!
B!
B!
i hav NEVER gotten anything below A for LangArts
and now B.
sad, sad
really dejected.
-end of grouches-

2009-05-13T01:54:00.000-07:00

i feel dumb.
just found out dat my science was poorly done
i tink i got a B?
very sad.
im so totally dead.
im gonna fail every other subject
im so scared also.
HOW?!
i screwed up every single one of my MYE.
now i regret.
im gonna start mugging from now on.
hopefully i'll start to do better.
sometimes i tink im useless.
so totally dumb.
*sigh*
what is the problem with my life.
i just wanna sleep.
and never wake up,
ever. . .

2009-05-11T05:52:00.000-07:00

heyheyhey people!
i'm so totally INFATUATED wif
"Silly Boy" by Rihanna and Lady GaGa
so totally roxx!
i lurve electr0!
totally!!
i noe i shld b mugging
but i was mugging like all day long
so i oughta take a break
2moro is maths
and icas (Science)
suckkyy
dunn0 if i can get high distinction again??
hopefully
den can pull my science grades up
now dat i tink im gownna fail every other subject
i had better get A1 for maths.
hehe no larh
dun pressurize
jus jiayous can alr!
U CAN DO IT, RAPHAEL!!
xDxDxPxP

2009-05-07T20:47:00.000-07:00

hmph.
was on my way home from sch jus now
saw Toh Wei De on de LRT
den i waved and smiled to him
den WTH?
he jus gimme dat "qian-bian" face
den look away
like, WHAT?!
hmph. kinda sad la
we were once frens, at least. >.<
and was surfin' net jus now
found some articles dat Lady GaGa is actually a MAN.
waz ur problem!
so wtf if she's a man?
she's talented n dat's dat!
damn insulting for her eh
i LURVE her!
she ROXX!
anyways
i tink im so dead 4 MYE
i will fail LA,history n geog
really hope maths'll b damn peanuts
get my A1
chinese still got hope oso
de rest,
DAMN DEAD.
n ya i saw Hia Ming yesterday
was on my way to 3rd lang
takin' MRT
saw him get out @ CCK
was walking in
den we both turn at each other
den was like, WOW
but we jus wave n smile la
AT LEAST HE RESPONDED
not like some ppl. damn shyt euu larhs
kinda pleased tuu see ppl i noe lorh
everytime i meet ppl on de train dat i noe
i'll be like v.happy?
especially Respectors ^.^
3rd lang yesterday was quite fuwn
startin' 2 like 3rd lang more n more
found a french name dat's nice yesterday.
Héloïse
it's pronounced "eyy-LWEE"
c00l rite!
)0(
nth much 2 talk 'bout anyways
jus fev.hope dat i do well 4 MYE
PLSPLS!!

2009-05-06T23:05:00.001-07:00

hall0! is my new song nice?
hope it is!
de only local song dat i lyke :)
nice lorh! dun try to oppose me
haizz
past few days exam like MURDERER
im so dead
gownna get below 3 for GPA le ):
but still mus jiayous!
2moro geog! sure v.hard de
oops! no more chattering!
gowtta go 3rd lang now!
bb!
AHH! I TINK IM LATE SHYT.

2009-04-30T20:34:00.000-07:00

hall0 world!
im back, for a while, at least xD
sucky mid-years next week )):
needa mug
not really mug la
jus revise
i wanna do btr dan 3.4!
i can do it!
assignments so far are positive!
3rd lang currently A1! but still mus jiayous!

im scared-est of History
i tink i'll get B3 or B4 or worse
mus seriously jiayous 4 History.
YOU CAN DO IT, RAPHAEL!
dunno how many times ive told myself dis
mus b +ve!!

YOU CAN DO IT, RAPHAEL!!

L0LL0L xD

P/S jIayous, everybody who sees this,
we can all do it!! xDxDxD

2009-04-21T03:03:00.000-07:00

daniel.
weird name
weird person
i hate euu
idiotic copycat
copy my work everyday
that's crime enuff
and now teacher even suspects
that im copyin' HIS work
why would i ever do that
now i hav to see de teacher
im in trouble
because of him
deep water
hot soup
whatever you call it.
obtuse farcity of a human,
damn you
if you're reading this post,
so what?
complain u dun hav time
choices r urs
why should i empathise u
u dun even care 'bout me, you alien
buzz of bozo
kick your chair
n turnover your table were not enuff
wan more?
dun come to sch
dun live
get lost
whatever you do
away from me
uber-pest
so wat if im straight-shooting
fs n fs n fs n f u
pest.
pest.
pest.
pissed.

2009-04-20T06:41:00.000-07:00

OK today was quite a c00l day actually,
i ate a very full breakfast
then go sch 'fan wei'
somemore nervous 'bout SYF
den keep 'ock-ock' sound la l0lx

and we got GOLD
i tink it was a pity
cos we played so well l0lx
JUDGES ARE DEAF N BLIND!
nvm!
we put in all we had
and everybody was happy
now jys 4 SYF'11 l0l
hehe

n 2day had 3rd lang make-up
den teacher teached bout' daily activites
den she asked,
"boys now u dun do this but next time you will."
den i said "shave" larh
OBVIOUSLY
den she nodded, den asked
"girls now u dun do this but next time you will."
she was meaning make-up
u noe wat one boy said?
"shave" OMG! so hilarious!
i couldnt stop laughing l0lx

n i officially hate de number 80.
i got alot of 80's 4 tests u noe
so idiotic, i cant seem 2 get higher
english timed writing assignment :24/30 (80%)
geog graded assignment :16/20 (80%)
3rd lang controle 1 :79/100... one mark short of 80! ugh!

but i got 24/25 for maths test, which is like,
my best 'cheng jiu' since PSLE?
l0lx
i actually very sad 'bout de GOLD la
dat's y im postin'

today ponned lesson oso
we stayed in the CO room even though we were not supposed to
no one cares!
den we were like makin' fun of people n telling jokes, SO FUNN!

but i really tink de gold is secondary l0lx
de experience matters de most. "D

jiayous for SYF2011~!
THIS TIME WE'LL DO IT!

:)) this is my record longest post eva!

2009-04-13T04:39:00.000-07:00

oh-kay...
today a kinda random ting happened to me in school today...

it was like near to the end of the school day...
den cos' Jacq had been reading Shopaholic almost de whole day rite
so we like, striked up a conversation?
den we talked 'bout de movie Confessions Of A Shopaholic muh..
den she was like,
"eh? we very similar leh! both like movies! haha!"
den i was like, "ya!"
den i added, "music also!!"
den she was like, "YES!!"
and then i said again," n BOOKS!!"
n we were like both SHRIEKING!
oh-kay, tat was exaggerating..
n den we were like , both laughing n laughing...
OMG, extremely random!!

n somethin' sad happened today
i mean, like saddening larh
RVCB (concert band) only got SILVER for SYF...
i was SO sadded...
they were SO PRO!!
get silver only... a lot of people cried lerh...
den RVCO die liao lorh

NONONO!!
should be,
we will work hard to attain glory..!

YEPP!!
WE WILL !!

:))

X changed the music btw X

2009-04-07T07:21:00.000-07:00

OH-KAY,
this is probably gownna be my last post in a while,
so i'm gownna use proper english structure (L0LS)

like i don't really like april,
cos it's so hectic for me?
yupp
SYF, tests, hw, projects, STUFF
too much for me to handle
sometimes i feel so lonely lol
like i'm enclosed/encased...
no one to console me when i'm down
no one to praise me when i'm happy
haiizz
first SYF, i scared that i'll feel spur of the nervousness lol
then bring down the whole orchestra.. ;((

then PROJECTS, not many larh, and not graded also
so anyhow do? cannot larh... still mux jin xin jin li!

then HW, only occasionally have larh, n the deadline is distant,
but because of time constraints still have to finish it ASAP

then TESTS, the most crucial one... i didn't really exactly do well for Progress Report 1
so now tryin' to make up with SA1... but i dunno how to manage time de
so cant fen pei shi jian, then hard to dig out time blarh blarh excuses...
no time to revise? bleahh...

*sigh* very DEAD lol..
BUT THEN, i remember 'xian ku hou tian' ?
then all seems better..
but consolation is short-lived
oh, how am i gownna live through this..
but SYF on apr 20... so jiiayoux for now?

yepp.
yes
yuh
yupp
oh-kay..

^thanks for listenin' to my grouches?^

2009-04-05T01:32:00.000-07:00

2moro maths test!
jiiayoux!

:))

2009-03-30T03:35:00.000-07:00

bahh,
so saddening
i lost my pencil case for GOOD!
not in de container classroom
not in general office
god knows where it is hiding...

but "jiu de bu qu, xin de bu lai"
hehe i'm amazed @ my optimism
L0Ls!
nvm larh
most of the stationery was either inkless or refilless
but de pencil case was new!!!
**sobxx** still feeling sore...

T.T

2009-03-29T06:05:00.001-07:00

jiiayous!
2moro i chiong go take my darling pencil case
wiish me g00d luck everybody!
L0Ls
THIS IS A MATTER OF LIFE AND DEATH

[note to self: junior dementia! xiao ren chi dai! brace urself!~]

2009-03-27T23:32:00.000-07:00

errr-herrr!!!
my b-day jus pass n...
ARGHHH!! i lost my pencil case!!
i tink i left it in sch...
cos tat day CO we went container classrm (got air-c0n L0L) muh...
den it was like,
DAMN MESSY
so *sigh* haizz
i knew tat i would leave smth there
REALLY!!!
uhhhhh!!!
erghh!!!
monday hav 2 go back n take...
scared the yr4s will STARE @ me
i jus run in
take
den run out!
yes tat's wat i'm gownna do!
sobx T.T T.T T.T
I scared that it not there anymore!!!
*SUPER SOBX*

2009-03-25T03:37:00.000-07:00

typically nothin' much happened in school today...
some highs:

***** (erm-hem mystery person) was ABSENT. YAYYY!!! ALL REJOICE!
relief teacher trip and nearly fell (totally hilarious) [ dun b so evil larh..]
no LA today !!!
relief teacher was weird: FIERCE, COLD-JOKEY, and SOMETIMES FUNNY
no PE today... wasted time in class..
ate Chicken Chop 2day !! (havin' a lil' cough now...sobx**)
reached home by 3:15

some lows:

2moro got HTML test
2moro got 3rd lang
2moro got LA
2moro no History
2moro gowtta meet *****
2moro ***** (erm-hem mystery person) will come back T.T
2moro is a Thursday!
I have most subs on Thursday T.T
2moro is the last day b4 my b-day
which means i'm gownna b unlucky 13 s00n!

hahaz L0L #.#

2009-03-24T06:16:00.000-07:00

heyo all, how's life ?
welll today as always i had co combined practice
cos SYF comin' muh
so usually-joker instructor very strict le
bawls... ask us to solo in front of the others eh
so SCARY!! then i was like, very lan lol, den he appeared unhappy
0Oooops...! better practice more ! hahaz
dun wanna bring down the rest!
heehee!
n den another funny ting oso happened
cos teacher-in-charge was telling us bout' dunno wat 2 tings rite, den she extended
her middle finger, ring finger n pinkie (keekee)
den she first ting, put down her pinkie
said de second ting, put down her ring finger
den... u noe wat happened rite ?
L0LS! everyone was like ROTFLMAO!
so funny!! she even "shu qi lai" u noe
was like pointing upwords totally..
so hilarious! she was so 'malu'-ed l8er on... teeheehee!
bah got more tests comin' up soon... but nvr study much! bawls**
n teacher changed places 2day lol
now i siting with yijia... she 0k la... but sometimes a bit scary...
THE WORSE THING IS...
i'm still sittin' close 2 ***** (erm-hem mystery person)
ARGHHHH!!! SO CURSED !!! I HATE IT !!!
daizos***...hope i dun have 2 sit with *it* for the next term n the next again...
DAIZ00000000!!!

2009-03-23T04:56:00.000-07:00

spooky spooks!
my printer jus now couldnt boot up...
checked the socket...
OOOOOOOOOOUUUUUUUUUUU!!!
eeek got ghost argh!
the socket was off!!
no one in my fami offs the socket... esp since no one used it since the last time i used...
eeek!
so scary!!
spooked out
unexplained tales >.<
heh heh..
2moro teacher gownna change places !!
yippee yayy yayy !!
but i wanna sit back my place by the window
so c00l!
but i dun wanna sit near ***** (er-hermm- mystery person) [l0ls]
haizzz
2day had to stay back 2 to D&T [AGAIN]
daizos i havent finished yet ergh...
aiyaiyai will have 2 stay back another day...
daizo! i dun like stayin' back l0l.. i miss home !! ~homesick (l0ls)
n daizo i havent finished my 3rd lang hw yet eh
next week have controle test!! (main test 4 CA1)
i take French btw
quite fun larh but dunn0 whether i can cope onot
n now u noe wat? i needa find some lame shyt bout' some kong zi's ru jia si xiang...
n i jus discovered another calamity...
i my D&T pro/desktop CD is broken...
now i cannot download it into my comp.
OH SHYT!~~
i am just so CURSED T.T

2009-03-19T20:34:00.000-07:00

heehos !
been pretty busy past few days
went ta OG on WED
n JB on THURS
taday goin ta JP!! (tat's Jurong Point not Japan k)
of course went on shopping spree la
bought clothes shoes pants
but didnt get a bag!! (sOBXX)
l0lls i didnt buy watch oso...
i tink i hav 2 many already
also watched Marley & Me yesterday
not s nice s i expected...
but quite sad lol esp when Marley dies in the end
OK! i cried . happy?
heehee^>^
but i tink it is better than
The Tale of Despereaux
n Hotel For Dogs at least...
yayy
i oso bought some books lol
dunno if i can finish
when i haven't even read XIYOUJI
damn my lit text
but it's quite nice lol
but i haven't read till TIESHAN GONGZHU
my fave part
shiities i oso haven't complete my R&W eh
UHHHHH!!! DAMNABLES!!!
heehee
now i tou tou blog wan ok
no one watching me
aiyaiyai so secretive...
kkk next time post some pics ok
or else this blog is borin'
2moro i very free lol
no music class or whatsoever
anybody wanna YUE WO?
ur head la
i needa chiong hw (again)
jiiayous!!

2009-03-17T01:55:00.000-07:00

yayy!!
dunno y i'm so ecstatic all of a sudden >.<
l0lls mayb i cos i'm countin' down ta my b-day?
w00-h00!!
yayy!!
finally the h0ls!!
it's about time
gownna b kinda free tis week
goin out on Wed, Thurs n Fri
must chiong hw today!
kinda done already la...
except 4 one...
READ & WRITE !!!
UGHHH!!!
AHHHH!!!
i hate it... [curses] [curses] [curses]